My Time

I'm at a good place. I really am. At least, relatively. Better than where I was before. 

I have come a long way. I have given up many a beautiful day to buckle down in Sinclair. I have missed out on a lot of Anything Happens Mondays and Dumb S**t Thursdays and Down Time Fridays. I have not stepped into the gym, a place I have grown to love, for two months now. I have missed hours of sleep (something that I cannot make up), overlooked pages of required readings and passed on meetings and spontaneous get-togethers. 

This cannot be all for naught. This CANNOT be all for naught.

This has to happen. This must happen. This can happen. 

THIS WILL HAPPEN. I WILL MAKE IT SO!