Let's Go Go Go and Just Row Row Row

So that whole thing about spanish was a joke? Are you sure? Because I was totally freaking out about that. Jerk. You better not be lying. If you are lying, bad things man, bad things will happen. This is one of the things that I freak out about. Talking in front of people. Well, it's not really the act of speaking in front of a lot of people, it's more of my word choice. I always get really self-concious about what I am going to say, so whenever I have to say something in class, like if we are going around sharing answers or something, I have to repeat what I am going to say in my head over and over. 


Today, I got to leave campus two times for class. The first was for photography. We took a little field trip and walked around, taking pictures of random things. The best part about it, though, was that we all had to shoot digital, so I was able to use the AWESOME SLR that she has. It was so much fun! I love that camera. Then, in PE we went to Jamba Juice, which is always a good time because I love Jamba Juice and I haven't done the Jamba run since last year. 


Also today I vowed that in one years time, I will know how to play the piano well. I have always wanted to play an instrument, but I never really have. I really want to do this, so you must keep me on track. Like, make sure I practice and such. I really want to be able to play an instrument!!


Geez, what is up with me and the short posts lately, I need more things to talk about. Like how in spanish class today, Senora let us make our own tortillas. It was cool, I didn't know that that was possible. I like tacos. Just sayin'. Also, this is stuck in my head. She is awesome. Okay, I think that that's enough for know. I need to go study for my history test.


Oh and one last thing, here is a question of the day: Do you, personally,  use "effect" as a verb? 




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Why Today Was Awesome: I took a nap. (Gasp! This is a reason why today is awesome!?! [If you don't know what I am speaking of, please click here?])

Grrrr

Gah, it's one of those times again when I have so much to say. But I can't really say anything because there's technically nothing to say. Be prepared to be confused. Things haven't exactly been "sunshine and daisies" for me lately.

We've (finally) adjusted into our rigorous school routine of daily quizzes/tests, late-night homework cramming, stress, etc. And it's okay because we've been through these things before, albeit it's at a bit of a higher level now because we're sophomores instead of freshmen. But, for me, there's that something else that's going on. Again. >_>

It's like that ELEPHANT in the room, kind of, you know? Like, it's inside the room, and it's so big that you can't ignore it, but people try to anyway? Yeah, like that.

So, the ELEPHANT is in the middle of the room. And all this time, ever since it came inside, I've just been walking around it, doing my usual work and stuff. I know it's there, and I see it's there. But I'm just trying to adjust to the fact that it's taking up most of the room's space. And I guess it's kind of slowly eating away at me because I know that I don't like the elephant at all, much less the fact that it's taking up most of my space. And it's affecting my overall life. How am I supposed to live with that elephant in the room, when I know that I don't want to deal with it at all? I can't really force it to leave, can I? I think it came in its own accord, but "another person" and I had a little something to do with it also, I think. I guess it's also partly my fault that the elephant came inside the room. Then, I realized that I did create the elephant in the first place. Yeah, I had help from someone creating it, but it's still something that I made. Additionally, I may have also lured the elephant inside the room. Yeah, that "other person" was basically pushing it inside the room.

But again, still. Huh, I guess I just have to live with the elephant and make the best of all this. But, again, at the same time, someone is screaming, "GET IT OUT OF HERE!!! YOU KNOW YOU CAN GET RID OF THAT ELEPHANT IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO, SO DO IT NOW!!!" inside of me. And I really want to listen because I know I can get rid of the elephant. It's just that, I don't know if it'll work or not, and I may look really stupid and pathetic in the process, and I'll get hurt. Gah.

Anyway, I know that you (whoever you are) are very, very confused. So am I. Probably even more so than you. And that's okay. But if you do get what I'm saying, let me commend you.

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And, OMG, I just finished rereading what I just wrote above. And I made it sound like I'm pregnant. Shoot. Just clarifying, I am not pregnant. If you still haven't figured it out, the
elephant is not real; it is a METAPHOR. Really, people.

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-Fruity